THIS HORMON THING NEEDS TO STOP NOW

Ok so last night I'm watching movies and then I start to cry cause all i want is the BG to come home.... WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS ABOUT.... I love havin the BG away and I NEVER CRY. What the hell

I'm not a crier, as a matter of fact i can't stand criers, cause they will cry over anything... and there i was blubber cause the BG was at work.

So I called him and he said that he was getting tired of this hormone thing, and me crying all the time. Hello he's getting tired of it, IT'S HAPPENING TO ME DAMN IT, NOT YOU. I'm the one going crazy cause i can't control my emotions anymore and he's getting tired of it. i damn near reached threw the phone and strangled him. FUCKIN MEN.

I want to be Zen again, I was so calm during my first pregnancy it was awesome, I embraced the Zen. i didn't want the Zen to stop. Now all I have is tears and anger, yeah this is doing a butt load of good for my already suspicious blood pressure.

I need something, I just have no idea what

TTFN