THE UNIVERSE IS TRYING TO TELL ME SOMETHING

and i think it might have something to do with my weight..

So last night I was over on gregg o'connell's site and I was leaving my usual comments harrassing his ass and then we had some jackass come on and say that he was gay and I was fat... actaully he said "Dear God, Julianne you are so very incredibly fat. Please don’t eat me".

at first i didn't know weither to be incredably pissed off or shrug my shoulders and say "well everyone knows that" well I tried getting pissed and decided that it wasn't worth my time... I called the BG over and worked with the negitive energy he was putting off and wrote "hey there captain smalldick: wow.. how insightful… i’m fat.. you just said something EVERYBODY already knew. anymore pearls of wisedom or is your brain so small that you can do only one thing at a time… breathing AND thinking at the same time must be a real challange for you."

I felt better after that. might have been childish but i felt better and thats all that counts.

and then I was over on buckhollywod.com he was there making fun of Rachael Ray and Jennifer Love Hewitt. well I'm a huge fan of Rachael Ray as anyone of my friends know, so that wasn't funny at all and then he call JLH fat cause of this picture. She isn't fat. not by any stretch of the imagination. When things like that are said it puts more pressure on young women to fit in with socity's hang ups about what is pretty. and they drive themselves to despreate measures trying to conform to this impossible ideal about what is beautiful.. I'm sorry but seeing someones rib cage isn't sexy. MARILYN MONROE WAS A SIZE 14 GOD DAMN IT. and she is still considered one of the most sexist women on the planet

So then I had to unsubscribe to buck hollywood on principle. which really sucked cause he was funny.

serious i think the universe is trying to tell me something and it has something to do with my weight. what ...keep it or lose it.. i wish the universe didn't talk in code.. it really pisses me off when it does.. JUST TELL ME WHAT YOU WANT.

and that's my ravings for today